The Pearl of Great Price

My engagement ring being a pearl serves two wonderful purposes. First off, pearls are real cost-efficient and pretty, that makes me happy. Secondly, it is a reminder to me of the foolishness of the life I live, to the world who knows not the great price of the pearl of Christ.

“Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭13:45-46‬

While this parable wins relevance, I think the parable right before it actually better conveys the secret riches this pearl represents.

"The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field, which a man found and covered up. Then in his joy he goes out and sells all that he has and buys that field."

You see the world doesn't know that there is treasure hidden in that field. It sees Christians living by the words of an ancient book and considers them hatefully fundamental or sadly brainwashed at best. It sees Christians rejoicing in self-awareness of depravity, joyfully calling themselves slaves to Christ, fleeing from all the easy pleasures and comforts of the world, and cannot comprehend why they would live so foolishly.

But the non-believer fails to understand that God has already made his plan known. From ancient days he promised a Savior for the vile and helpless creatures of sin whom He loved. He's already sent the perfect Savior to crush the serpent's head and defeat sin and death forever, just as he said he would.

Isaiah 46:9-11

"remember the former things of old;

for I am God, and there is no other;

I am God, and there is none like me,

declaring the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done,

saying, 'My counsel shall stand

and I will accomplish my purpose,'

calling a bird of prey from the east,

the mean of my counsel from a far country.

I have spoken, and I will bring it to pass;

I have purposed, and I will do it."

And since this is the truth, and He has done what he said He would in sending Jesus to be truly God and yet truly perfect man to make a way for salvation, we can also trust that everything He says about the future will surely come to pass. All eternal wrath and judgment for sinners, the true justness in that punishment, and also, the store of riches gathered for ambassadors of Christ who He promised to cause to obey their Master and pick up their cross daily for the glory of their King.

Isaiah 55:11

"so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth;

it shall not return to me empty;

but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it."

Especially for those friends who I've known for more than the past 5 years, you've likely seen how the Lord has graciously changed me. I can no longer enjoy some of the things of the world. I keep annoying you with the gospel message as though if I declare it to you, it has the power to save you (it does). I'm in love with a guy who doesn't know how to "take off his Christian hat" even for a day. I know, I look like a foolish person who has sold all that they have for a dingy old field that nobody wants. But my friend, I know the magnificence of the true treasure that is promised, and the bulwark trustworthiness of the One who promises it.

Revelation 22:20

“He who testifies to these things says, “Surely I am coming soon.” Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!”

Who Is and Who Was and Who Is To Come

Passages like Ezekiel 1 which attempt to describe, in humanly conceivable terms, the overwhelming glories of the heavenly realm, feel something like speaking with someone who just can't quite find the right analogy. The author grapples with words to convey the magnificent glory of the Son of God -- "such was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord."

When you think of Jesus Christ, who do you envision? Is it a brown-haired, light-skinned, kind-looking man welcoming children to him as he sits on a rock or holds a lamb?  Or maybe you have a more culturally aware picture of a plain middle eastern guy. But do you ever imagine this?:

"And above the expanse over their heads there was the likeness of a throne, in appearance like sapphire, and seated above the likeness of a throne was a likeness with a human appearance. And upward from what had the appearance of his waist I saw as it were gleaming metal, like the appearance of fire enclosed all around. And downward from what had the appearance of his waist I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and there was brightness around him. Like the appearance of the bow that is in the cloud on the day of rain, so was the appearance of the brightness all around."

Ezekiel 1:26-28

I was speaking with a beloved non-Christian friend of mine who said he was down for Jesus as a man, as a respectable role-model of morality. This picture of Christ as only a man, and not the glorious eternal Son of God who came for the purpose of redeeming souls headed toward eternal deserved wrath, is not only a false God and idol, but a gross distortion of who God reveals himself to be in His Word. I say that not to shame my dear friends who are willing to give a nod of approval to Christianity, but I say it as a warning against insulting the holy eternal Son by reducing him to an inoffensive, easily digestible figure who is powerless to save. 

Jesus Christ is both fully man, and fully eternal glorious Son of God, who we too should fall before at his feet as though dead (Rev 1:17). For this reason, it is astounding that He calls us friend, that he was born as perishable man, and that he lived to wash the feet of us Judas's by condescending all the way unto death as the perfect, all-powerful sacrifice. The incomprehensible range of Christ's being is amazing. Christian, see that He is truly "'the Alpha and the Omega,' says the Lord God, 'who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty'" (Rev 1:8). 

Theodidacti

"You must be theodidacti, that is, taught of God, not of men" - Zwingli

The first few chapters of 1 Corinthians emphasizes this, that the wonderful truth of the knowledge of Christ, the power and wisdom of God, is foolishness to the world. But it is the wisdom of man that is folly. 

"'The Lord knows the thoughts of the wise, that they are futile.' So let no one boast in men. For all things are yours, whether Paul or Apollos or Cephas or the world or life or death or the present or the future--all are yours, and you re Christ's, and Christ is God's." (1 Corinthians 3:20-23)

We have a God who teaches man, whose Spirit enters into our souls, and writes His very Word upon our hearts. For His glory, He has given us every thing: the Word of God is yours. The mysteries of salvation are yours. The life work and loving care of Paul, and the Apollos' and Cephas' of your life, are yours. The blood of countless martyrs is yours. The world, life, death, all things present, and all the future, yours. The flesh and blood of Christ, are for you sinner. For what? All for the purpose of  making you Christ's, to reconcile you to the Father, to the eternal glory and praise of His Holy Holy Holy name. 

See how outrageously God works all things for you, that you may be taught to glory in Him. I haven't posted in a while, and for now what I can share is that I'm currently in a monumental season of my life where the Lord is working so clearly and comprehensively to bring me to my knees in worship of Him. How could He care about me so? How could He bother with such specific providences in time and emotions, except that it's not about me. How the Father must love the Son, how holy and pleasing is the Son to the Father, that I would be regarded within Christ as worthy of such grace upon grace upon grace. 

Truly all things are mine, and I am Christ's, and Christ is God's.

Take my love, my Lord; I pour at Thy feet its treasure store

Man loves nothing in the world more than himself. And yet, the sum of the Christian life is the very denial of ourselves to worship and adore the original and only worthy recipient: God.

Getting wrecked by Calvin's On the Christian Life as I'm understanding what a self-denying love not only for God, but for my neighbors really means. When I've read "Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends" (John 15:13), my mind has always gone to the most extreme case: could I, in cinematic glory, take a bullet for my dear mother? Sure. But when I'm running late and she is nagging me for my lack of punctuality and goes on to begin criticizing various other errors in my character do I talk back and feel justified in telling her she's taking it way further than she needs to? .. Yes.

John 15:13 tells us that self-denial is to approach every situation with brothers and sisters in the posture of Christ at Gethsemane. Beyond suppressing feelings of righteous indignation, see Christ laying down His righteous Godly self in the face of immeasurable wrath and pain for the sake of unworthy, sleeping men. And he calls us friend.

So friend, who has received such grace - in the heat of argument, in the desire for lazy complacence, in the hurt of injustice, will you follow Christ and take up your cross in true self-denial? Will you obey the Lord, die to yourself, and put on His righteousness in loving your neighbor?

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Side note, the more I understand God's commandments and the impossibility of my obeying them apart from His Spirit, the more I grow in respect and awe for Jesus Christ. Who could be so holy and yet subject himself to such horrible punishment for a worm as I? Who could love the widow and orphan, while going and sending, and maintaining the pure simplicity of the gospel while teaching clear doctrine? Who could so perfectly obey God's command, but the fulfillment of the Law and the prophets Himself: the perfect Lamb.

I will love you Lord, help me not to love myself.

I've Got the Joy Down In My Heart

Spring Morning Routine:

6:15-6:45 Hit Snooze as many times as I lack cares for how I will look that day
6:??-7:00 Open my eyes, thank the Lord for the day and plea for strength, muster the will to get up and get ready
7:00-7:15 Drive to BART, don't forget parking spot number..
7:15-8:10 Sit, Instagram, Podcast, Read the Word, Pray
8:10-8:55 **My Favorite Time of the Day** Run the 15 steps from the BART exit to PiQ Bakery
Order a hot coffee for here and some sort of carb-y treat, balance up the stairs to the balcony and settle in with seminary readings for the morning, admire the flatness of this coffee cup

I've had some random ailments the past couple weeks, perhaps revealing the stress in my heart and in my body that I suppress from my mind. The source? Ha, well to be honest I guess it's the realization that I'm not good at everything. This is sort of the only time success has not been handed to me on a silver platter, and while I know, I know that any good achievements of the past have been from the hand of the Lord, I still harbor an ugly pride that rejects the idea that I could be bad at something (besides running and math, I had to give those up a long time ago).

As a result however, I am reminded to be joyful of a few things: flat coffee cups, homeostatic digestive systems, vision, finances, books from the 1800s, loving co-workers, the option for career development, the option for higher education, compassionate parents, and a Father who will not let me go undisciplined. Thank you Lord, that you continue your sanctifying work in us, that You turn us to mortify our sin each day, and slowly refine us toward the image of Your Son. You have truly placed this joy down in my heart, may I be made aware of it each day and may my eyes be fixed upon You.

Rest of TGC and Chicago

So it turns out some of you actually read my blog and are wondering where the TGC Day 2 and 3 reflections are. Haha, yay! In any case here are some additional reflections from the rest of the trip:

one
Thus far I've approached theology by coming across a new concept like God's "tabernacling" or Christ's high priesthood and following that concept throughout the Word, and being amazed! The "No Other Gospel" message I went over in my last post, as well as the specificity with which the early church fathers nailed down the doctrines of the Trinity and Jesus' incarnation have brought me to consider a different approach.

Because everything of God and His redemptive plan are perfect, if we take a single element out, it is no longer orthodox. Consider then for example, if Jesus Christ did not become fully man, if He had been physically man but not tempted by sin because of retaining a divine mind alone, He would no longer be the perfect sacrifice to take God's wrath in our place. Or as Greg of Naz (circa 329-390AD) put it "If anyone has put his trust in Him as a Man without a human mind, he is really bereft of mind, and quite unworthy of salvation."

two
Every believer is in full time ministry. Well, at the conference I was largely surrounded by folks who are legitimately in full time ministry, but being around so many seminarians and pastors reminded me that we are, as God's children, all living each moment for the glory of God. Sure, I go to an office and sell some software for the majority of the day, but every in effort my goal is God glorified. What does full time ministry mean for your complaining heart? After-work habits? Your Saturdays? Your reading lists and personal goals? 

Better put by Calvin in "On the Christian Life": "This is a marvelous thing--we are consecrated and dedicated to God to the end that we might not think, speak, meditate, or act unless it be to His glory. The sacred [that's us!] can't be put to profane use without injustice to God."

three
It brings me to my last point. Meeting so many people who have benefited so by the writings of believers past, I'm inspired to pursue similar relationships. Kevin DeYoung says Calvin has become a most dear conversation partner. John Piper says he loves the Apostle Paul "very much". Haha. And I've expressed my kinship with women like Frances Havergal, but I've so neglected the pursuit of learning from wonderful mentors and the dedicated works they've blessed us with, as they've gone on to dwell with God. In any case, I'm motivated to read, read, read! And so thankful that God so graciously provides learning and fellowship even in this way. 

All Other Ground Is Sinking Sand

I thought I understood the doctrine of justification by faith alone. Spoiler: I didn't.

Digging through Romans in college, I was so carried off by the truth of God's sovereignty in my life that the idea that my own works could contribute anything to my salvation was quickly swept away with an of course not! I can't do anything! And that was that.

But I found myself at The Gospel Coalition conference named "No Other Gospel" going, okay I know the gospel, but what's the deal with these other gospels?

Pastor John Piper and Pastor Sandy Willson faithfully explained through Galatians 1-2.

Why is Paul freaking out about this other gospel that is no gospel? Why is he cursing anyone who proclaims a gospel that is different from the true gospel? What is this other gospel?

The church in Galatia was being told by Judaizers that justification by faith in Christ was great, but you must also be circumcised. Okay, the Israelite people of God were circumcised so I guess it makes sense to also be circumcised once you receive the new covenant of faith given that it's the sign of promise and all.. NO!

Paul is astonished and deeply angered by such heresies, why? Because the punishment for our sin is the holy wrath of God. May anyone who tampers with justification by faith alone be CURSED for that man has seen the divine curse-bearer Jesus Christ and has taken that wrath off of him, and placed it back onto feeble man.

Don't you know? By works of the law no one will be justified. If you claim that we must  bear even one ounce of the burden of the law on ourselves, you imply that the wrath of God for unrighteousness can be borne apart from Christ. You say Christ died for no reason involving you. For if righteousness were through the law, then Christ died for no purpose. 

Foolishness! Friends, it is our joy that we live by simple faith in the Son of God, who loved us and gave himself for us. Do not reject the free gift of grace through faith. To do so is to curse yourself to the wrath of the Holy Father. May no man preach any other gospel but justification by faith alone, for there is no other gospel. There is no other way.

As for me, I shall call upon God. And the Lord will save me. (Psalm 55:16)

Thoughts on My First Course in Seminary

Coming into this I knew that I would be stretched thin on time, and that I would prove either to cling to the Lord for discipline, or fail miserably.

Sure enough, both scenarios have come up in the past 6 weeks.

But I never expected to find myself here - intellectually challenged to my last wits. I'm currently going through John Cassian's "On the Protection of God" which throws out every text I've ever come across and wrestled with in God's Word about His Sovereignty (and then like 50 more). And as I'm reading my soul cries out "NO! Wrong! This is untrue!"--I am literally writing these things in the margins--except I can't academically back it up. And I'm struggling because the man makes a such a hodge podge of Scripture, with all the right ingredients, that my mind is disheveled just enough. And when he shines his light on the mess and says "sometimes God saves man against his natural will, but then sometimes man has a spark of good in him that God fans into flame, and always God continues to work in us" I go, oh okay... WAIT NO there is nothing good in me! But then again I've never considered that verse before, perhaps it does require some level of.. Ugh, what are you doing Cassian, you just said these things are inscrutable, why you scrutin'??

Besides the fact that the man makes a strong philosophical argument where you really can't call him out for being that wrong, I think I'm realizing that everything I've studied in the past has had no real life repercussions for me. Sure, some sociology classes opened my eyes to "sociological perspective" but the workings of my Lord and Savior are the foundations of my world. Of THE world. We can't afford to get this wrong, lest we steal the glory from God Almighty or disfigure Him in our minds into someone He is not. 

And thus I am not sure how to move forward, because this isn't just a 10 page paper for a class and a letter grade where I can just pick an argument, defend it, and move on without a care. My hands are molding the material of God's Holy Word and I dare not misshape it or force a piece to fit where it does not. 

Oh Lord, give me wisdom and discernment to glorify You even in this. Let the Spirit grant understanding and above all else may you bring my soul to worship You in this effort, and for all the days of my life.

Oh Lord Be Merciful to Me, I Am a Sinner Through and Through

From the pulpit at Pillar, and in my own bible reading I've repeatedly come across the command to be set apart for the Lord, consecrated. I've been wrestling with what that means. There are many ways the word is used, many people and things that are consecrated - from Christ Jesus himself (John 17:19) to animal offerings and furniture for worship (2 Chronicles 29:33).

The emphasis I settled on was that of consecration of people, for the divine purpose of the Lord:

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I appointed you a prophet to the nations." - Jeremiah 1:5

Now, I recognize that I'm not exactly an Old Testament prophet called to be the mouthpiece of God. But I know that my Lord has known me from the womb, from eternity before my birth, and that He has a divine purpose for me - to bring glory to His name. But I wasn't really sure what that looked like. I considered the pictures I had in my head of people set apart for the Lord - the missionary who sells all his belongings to live forever in a foreign land, the 18th century hymn-writer who memorized the entire New Testament instead of going and enjoying the local entertainment of the age, the passionate revival prayer warrior who does not shy away from making every Facebook post and every IRL conversation about the glory of Christ.

I wondered, Lord how shall I be set apart? What shall I be for your kingdom? The consecrated life can look like so many things. What earthly pleasures must I flee from and what commandments shall I most embrace?

I set the thoughts aside and was swept up in the busy schedule of taking my first online course with Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. My reasons for taking the class and beginning my pursuit of an MA in Theological Studies were pretty simple - it will aid me in becoming a better worshipper of God, and I would like the option in the future to pursue a PhD in Christian academia. My nonchalance about all of it was shattered last Friday when I realized that I had completely misread the syllabus. What I thought was a roughly 9 hour commitment throughout the week was more like .. honestly I'm still not sure how many hours. Somewhere along the lines of every day after work, every commute back and forth, and if I wasn't absolutely diligent, all day Saturday. At first I thought I could buckle down and do it, it's only 8 weeks. And then I realized this was a long term goal, my life might look like this for the next 3 years. (and in Deb's words "probably longer" haha).

Three years, I'll be 26 when I'm finished with this degree. All of a sudden, my feelings of panic and despair went away, and I was pleased to consider that I would have to cling to the Lord for help for the next 3 years. I would be a 23 year old, coming home from work every day to pour over Christian textbooks, devoting my first fruits of youth, time, health, energy, to the wonderful effort of studying God's Word. What better way to be set apart for the Lord? I was filled with joy and peace in the thought of being able to live diligently and intentionally for the glory of God in this way for the foreseeable future.

That was last week. Today, I came home and watched some Youtube videos while eating dinner. Got on my phone and scanned through Instagram, Snapchat, Facebook, Pinterest. And then when my mom came home and started nagging as she does in her love, I sassed her. Told her she doesn't do anything but nag. My dad asked me what time I would be leaving for work tomorrow (if I don't leave early he is happy to drop me off every morning). I got annoyed. Next thing I knew it was 10pm, I hadn't done any of my readings, and I remembered that when I procrastinate I eat snacks. I feel fat, I haven't been able to set aside time to go to the gym, and I'm frustrated with my own lack of discipline. How can I claim to be entering a season of dying to my self and being set apart for the Lord if I can't even love my own parents? If I can't even overcome my own laziness?

I cannot, except by the power of the Spirit in me. I know this, sin comes forth from my core. But man, this class is showing me my ugliness anew. And I am thankful for this too, for the Lord saves me from myself. He sheds me of my sinfulness by His grace alone. He releases for me the shackles of laziness and self-service. Oh Lord be merciful to me, I am a sinner through and through. Please refine me, remove from me the sinfulness that is everything of me, and remind me of this truth:

"I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." 

- Galatians 2:20

Great Is Thy Faithfulness

I love the song "Great is Thy Faithfulness" because it makes me reflect on how the Lord has truly been so faithful to me. He's given me every good thing for my soul, and countless additional comforts  for life on earth in His grace. But this morning as I listened to this song on my commute, I considered the sobering fact that my existence has only started 22 years ago. Really consider that, just 22 years! It is so small and insignificant of a time against all of eternity, and if I have had the joy of witnessing this much of His faithfulness in my lifetime, how much more will I see before I breathe my last? 22 more years? 40 years? 50 years? Whatever it will be, I can't wait to see what He will do, how many more glimpses of His goodness He will grant me to see.

But what's really crazy, is that when I've died, my time on earth will grow continuously minuscule as the time of eternity continues on. And in eternity, the bible says we will ever worship the Lord Jesus for who He is, but also for one thing in particular:

Revelation 5:11-13

"Then I looked, and I heard around the throne and the living creatures and the elders the voice of many angels, numbering myriads of myriads and thousands of thousands, saying with a loud voice, 

'Worthy is the Lamb who was slain,

to receive power and wealth and wisdom and might

and honor and glory and blessing!'

And I heard every creature in heaven and on earth and under the earth and in the sea, and all that is in them, saying, 

'To him who sits on the throne and to the Lamb

be blessing and honor and glory and might forever and ever!'”

We will worship Him for being the Lamb. The God-man who gave up His divine place on the throne to become flesh, and as the Creator of Life, die. On a cross, hated by those He came to save, all the while drinking full the wrath of the Holy God, as the Holy God.

My 22 years of life may be a wonderful testament to God's faithfulness, but the greatest work of His faithfulness was already done. Planned before eternity past, to be remembered for eternity future. The Lord Jesus Christ has submit himself to fleshly death, for sinners.

Great is His faithfulness.


(My favorite version of Great Is Thy Faithfulness by Jimmy Needham here)
https://open.spotify.com/track/5bb6qLFKvP0HfqgdQWMAHw

Chains Are Broken, Lives Are Free

I love hearing the testimonies of fellow believers, for the wonderful truths about what Christ has done for us are countless, and each soul is gripped by a different combination of them in His own timing. I myself have often rejoiced in Spurgeon's reflections on how the Word came alive and was made sweet anew as the Spirit caused him to finally hear and cherish the Truth. My heart sings out that it is true! In His grace, he has indeed opened my eyes to behold wondrous things in His law.

Recently I'm being led to meditate upon the many other truths, those of which I may not personally have a visceral response to, but are true and good nonetheless. Growing up in a loving Christian home, the weight and despair of sin was not a burden I was familiar with. I was barely even aware of the load on my back when it was so graciously removed as Bunyan describes in the Pilgrim's Progress. Luther, on the other hand, speaks often of his wrestling with the wrath of a holy God, how he hated it, and felt hopeless and helpless before the mighty throne. From this place, he comes to see the futility of man ridding himself of the sin that pours out of him. 

“If we allow sin to remain in our conscience and try to deal with it there, or if we look at sin in our heart, it will be much too strong for us and will live on forever. But if we behold it resting on Christ and [see it] overcome by his resurrection, and then boldly believe this, even it is dead and nullified. Sin cannot remain on Christ, since it is swallowed up by his resurrection. Now you see no woulds, no pain in him, and no sign of sin.” “in his suffering Christ makes our sin known and thus destroys it, but through his resurrection he justifies us and deliver us from all sin, if we believe this” 

There is no overcoming the stronghold sin has on us by our own power. We are enslaved in our flesh to evil desires, but these chains (as well as the rotten fruit and righteous wrath that ensued) were put on Christ Jesus himself to be swallowed up by death and resurrection.

 “but pass beyond that and see his friendly heart and how this heart beats with such love for you that it impels him to bear with pain your conscience and your sin. Then your heart will be filled with love for him, and the confidence of your faith will be strengthened.”

With the knowledge of the power of Christ in casting aside our despondence (as much or as little we individually may feel), consider then also the heart of love which was moved to supernatural grace and mercy. The taker of such despair has approached us with gentleness and friendliness. He has not become embittered from the chains and wrath placed upon his back so unjustly, but has rather manifested the fountains of compassion and love that pour forth from His heart. 

How I Love Your Ministry In Me

I started this blog a few years ago with the hope of documenting my worship to the Lord through my college years and beyond. Along the way I hoped that the Lord would use my written thoughts to bring glory to His name, and preach the gospel truth to my unbelieving friends who click through out of curiosity. In the spirit of that simple hope, I wanted to share the way the Lord is molding my heart to worship Him as of late.

This past weekend I saw this view above, and for the first time I understood my mom's excitement over nature. It's God's creation and it's beautiful. It radiates His glory, and truly the mountains sing out His praise. But what does this mean for us? While the Creator should be honored and praised purely for the magnificence of this creation, the Spirit also convicted my heart in the truth that I am undeserving of this gift. That the Lord would bless irreverent creation with the company of His majestic handiwork is grace upon grace. Do not forget this: we in our nature are enemies of God. We were created to worship, and yet we cast our affections upon worthless things. We are deserving of eternal wrath, condemned in our unceasing sin, by the Most Holy God. And yet, He grants us snowy mountain views, warm beds, rest and comfort, family, friends, love, joy! Why? We have done nothing  but rebel against Him! Oh Father you are gracious and merciful beyond comprehension. That you would send your Son and place divine wrath against your own divine person. We are so undeserving, and we thank you forever for your showers of unearned blessings, the great gift of eternal salvation and the every day presents of nature and comfort. You are a good, good Father. 

How to Love

Haha, I used a Lil Wayne title..

Growing up, my concept of God was overly focused on God the Father. Being blessed with the material and then with the understanding of His sovereignty in blessings spiritual, I felt deep love and gratitude for Him. But I did not spend enough time in the Word, learning who Jesus Christ is, and what He did as God and man. Now knowing the wonderful plan of my salvation, I'm coming to get to know this lovely Jesus, his tenderness and compassion for His worthless disciples, myself included. What a loving and forgiving God man He was and is and continues to be.

John 14:18-24

"I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. Yet a little while and the world will see me no more, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. In that day you will know that I am in my Father, and you in me, and I in you. Whoever has my commandments and keeps them, he it is who loves me. And he who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and manifest myself to him." 

Judas (not Iscariot) said to him, "Lord, how is it that you will manifest yourself to us, and not to the world?" 

Jesus answered him, "If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him. Whoever does not love me does not keep my words. And the word that you hear is not mine but the Father's who sent me."

For the first time, I am overwhelmed with the tender love of my Lord Jesus. He knows I am a vagrant and an orphan here. He promises eternal life with Him. And until then, He comforts my fickle soul with the giving of the Spirit to make His home in me. That in His physical absence, Christ would provide for me, in my sinful flesh, fellowship with God! Oh how can I respond to this love Lord? How can I love you back Lord?

I will keep you Word, oh Lord Jesus. I will love the others, as you have commanded in your love. Oh help me to have your commandments, to keep them, and do them.

You are the Lord, the Famous One

Say therefore to the people of Israel,

"I am the Lord,

and I will bring you out from under the burdens of the Egyptians, 

and I will deliver you from slavery to them,

and I will redeem you with an outstretched arm

and with great acts of judgment.

I will take you to be my people,

and I will be your God,

and you shall know that I am the Lord your God,

who has brought you out from under the burdens of the Egyptians."

- Exodus 6:6-7 (emphasis added)

This promise from the Lord, made by God to Moses and the Israelites under the slavery of the Egyptians, is one of eternal establishment. It was planned and set in place for the Israelites before time began, for the Lord promises that they shall know He is the Lord their God "who has brought" them out, and note that this was spoken to a distressed Moses who had just faced an angry mob of Israelites who wanted nothing to do with him. But this eternally established promise, was not only for the Israelites of ancient times. It rings true to the promise of a Savior for all of God's people, beautifully presented in the symbol of Israelite history. 

I will deliver you from slavery

Romans 6:17-18 "But thanks be to God that you who were once slaves of sin have become obedient from the heart to the standard of teaching to which you were committed, and, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of righteousness"

Galatians 5:1 "For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery"

*Note what a glorious truth it is to be set free from slavery to sin, and willingly subjected to a slavery to righteousness to receive the best things of eternity by living for the King. 

I will redeem you with an outstretched arm

There are lots of places where the theme of an outstretched arm can be seen (references to creation Jeremiah 27:5, with a mighty hand Jeremiah 32:17, brought Israel out Ps 136:11-12). But the imagery, though not literally supported in the Word, that comes to mind is the ultimate outstretching of God's divine hand onto earth: the giving of the Son of God, born into frail humanity in the form of a mere babe in a manger. God has truly outstretched his arm and gathered up His people by sending His Son Jesus Christ to die on the earth He created.

with great acts of judgment

Ezekiel 20:33 "As I live, declares the Lord God, surely with a mighty hand and outstretched arm and with wrath poured out I will be king over you." God's outstretching of grace and mercy comes with righteous judgment. The plagues sent to Egypt in the following chapters are but a glimpse of the wrath and truly great acts of judgment that are to come in the final days, when God who had previously "endured with much patience vessels of wrath prepared for destruction" will finally "make known the riches of his glory for vessels of mercy, which he has prepared beforehand for glory" Romans 9:22-23. 

I will take you to be my people

Galatians 3:26, 29 "for in Christ Jesus you are all Sons of God, through faith" "And if you are Christ's, then you are Abraham's offspring, heirs according to promise"

Romans 8:15 "For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, 'Abba! Father!'"

Oh, how glorious this promise is, and ever more amazing as we see it further reified through history.

and I will be your God

Leviticus 26:12 "And I will walk among you and will be your God, and you shall be my people"

Friends, God has made good on His promise. He has sent His precious Son to dwell among us, to walk among us and be man, and yet sinless, the perfect man. 

Furthermore verse 11 tells us "I will make my dwelling among you, and my soul shall not abhor you." How could they have known the riches of this promise, that the Triune God would dwell among us in the Son, and ever closer in our very hearts in the Holy Spirit, the Comforter and Divine Helper. 

Thank you oh Lord, our God, that your promises are true and that no power could ever thwart your eternal plans. The steadfast love of our Lord endures forever. 

"to him who struck down the firstborn of Egypt, 

for his steadfast love endures forever;

with a strong hand and an outstretched arm,

for his steadfast love endures forever;"

Psalm 136:11-12